I’m so frustrated. I know that I won’t find my daddy/mommy if I just hide in my room all day, but I’ve had bad luck with my search online and it’s very hard for me to go out and be social. I went to a munch once and I did not really enjoy it. I just have this feeling that I will never find the right daddy/mommy for me. Having low confidence doesn’t help either. All of this desire and lust just rots inside of me.